Heeellllllooooo Out There....

May 6.....a much anticipated milestone birthday.  I will turn 40.  Now, I don't dread turning 40, nor am I afraid of it.  However, this afternoon was the 1st time I really thought about it.  My friend and I were headed  to the gym over lunch.  I asked her if I looked all blubbery in an outfit I was wearing.  She of course, like a good friend, told me no.  Then my age came up and we kind of laughed about it.  More like it's hard to think of me as 40.  I don't feel 40.  I certainly don't think I look 40.  What is 40 supposed to look and feel like anyway?  Then we started discussing the fact that I felt like I should be doing "something" to mark my 40th.  My friend asked me what I wanted to do.....I had already got a divorce, moved out on my own, have a wonderful boyfriend, I've done duathlons, I've done half marathons, etc, etc..  What more could a girl ask for in 3 short years???  Still I feel like I should be marking my 40th.  I'm so boring.  I'm in search of my "marker". What........hmmm....could.......should......it be?